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As I struggle to find the meaning to University life, it kills me to have to stop believing that the education system is the best possible way things could be presented. What is the purpose of education? Undoubtedly, every education system sets off to educate (duh!). But are we fulfilling what we proposed in the very first place? I'm disgusted with the idea that the best resources are always made available to only the ‘finest’ students. Ironically, these individuals are who contributes to the population’s ignorance. What’s going on outside the textbook? I think we can all agree the system places excessive emphasis on capability in examinations. The fact is, the focus of the system is so twisted that people who realized this flaw were obligated to obey it.

People gave up trying, and this is the worst thing that can happen to an education system.

Apparently I'm having this sore throat that never heals.
It's coming back for the 4th? 5th? time since mid Feb...

Antibiotics doesn't seem to work, so it isn't bacterial infection, unless I've got NDM-1 then it might explain my situation.
Viral infection of the throat takes about 6-10 days to heal, it's like the 20th day now...
So it isn't the ordinary kind of virus.
Epstein-Barr virus, which I found out later on, kills your throat & recovers on after 4 weeks. Exactly....
Well, I'm not a doctor =/
Hey, but I'm a Biology student. =D

I got to visit the doctor real soon.

By the way, I wanted to make a post on my trip to India, I'm a quarter done, but I'm really busy every since result release..
I'll post it up once I'm done.

Speaking of results, I think 80% of my dream came true!
Of course I didn't get what I aimed to get when I entered JC in year 1... Duh, I was hoping for at least AAA/A ABB.
But I'm glad that all my efforts were worth it.
I could have & should have put in a little bit more thou.. I'm sorry.

At the very least my teachers aren't too disappointed, I think.
The other people were glad enough.
I have yet to convince myself the very fact that I AM GOING TO UNIVERSITY!!!!

ahhhhh =D

Let's just say, I'll work harder & make everything anyone has ever done for me worth it.
I can't even thank these people enough for what they have given me. <3

Sup!!

So I've taken out a total of 4 premolars(correct me if I'm wrong, they are the ones beside my canines) for the sake of braces & together with the separators, it actually sucks quite bad!

Damn the female dentist who forgot to give me pain killers before I pluck the remaining 2 teeth out today.
Bloody hell painful! Did I even mention I was allergic to some painkiller so they had to give me panadols instead? Imagine the effectiveness of panadol. uh, damn.

The separators didn't only create space between adjacent teeth, but the protruding ends of each separator also prevented me from completely sealing up my 2 layers of teeth. So I couldn't chew very well. I feel like a baby too cause of the itch in my gums.

Wa lao! :(

Ok la, at least I made a wise choice to preserve my teeth until I came back from Korea, hehe.

Anyway, I have submitted my job schedule to work almost everyday from next week on, after which I'm moving on to something more interesting (though I haven't found one yet). So anyone kind can let me know if you've got a job offer for me, thanks in advance!

I've been trying to release you
to get my feet back on the ground
Still I need my hope to hold on to
even if I know i should back away
It's just a part of me that I can't erase

I'm flying off the Korea tmr, yay, wow, whatever.
Apart from the all-so-boring tour group, there's still something that's stopping me from feeling happy.

You see, I'm not so full of cash, and the solution to the expensive winter clothings was to borrow.
& then I ended up feeling like someone else's property from head to toe.
It doesn't seem that bad, but for someone who's as clumbsy as me, it's a pretty heavy responsibility.
Lol, maybe it shouldn't sound so serious, but I don't like it.

I'll stop talking about the trip.
I had this craving for a party night since school ended, where is it now!
I wanted to go out tonight for Weijie's birthday, but was yet again disappointed. urgh.

I'll be back, you wait for me! :D

That's the most fucked up thing since A levels.

Speaking of A levels, it's finally over!
I'm not too glad though. Most of us felt the papers were quite badly done, I was no exception.
We'll see the results next year and decide what's next then.

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Do you feel defeated sometimes too?
It's time to learn.

I closed my eyes and you were where I wanted you to be